i am back

with bad news. It's over. I dont have the knowledge nor skills to maintain a relationship. It sucks.

for once, i thought/felt that i could narrow the massive difference between us.

her tests are everywhere, it was hard for us to meet up, hard for me to narrow that gap. narrowing the gap would require time, a luxury we didnt have.

when she said that she wanted to go to afa, i told her i would go with her, to step into her world, to know her more than before. seems like i wont get to do that.

on that fateful day, it was also the day of my race. i didnt want her to worry when she asked how was the race. i injured my ankle and had many crashes.

she closed her tumblr. maybe thats her way of telling me that its over.

she is the smarter one. she is able to spot conflicts in humans, spot conflicts and things that i cant see.

thats her.

we are the opposite of each other, thats what i thought could help us get together, to patch up our weaknesses with each other's strength. but it became our nemesis.