why do i always screw up?

and i have one, without looking for it.

if you remember, there is this occasion whereby we went on fb and qiuyu sir came by to say, "Jason, stop distracting R*******. r u going to take care of her for the rest of her life if she fails her A levels??"

That really woke me up. I really did study harder, my GPA did go up(though the improvement is not a big one).

I promised to cook for you, to run/train with you, to walk in the rain with you, i was even planning a trip to a place you wanted to go.

You have guided me , comforted me through those darkest day of the past 6 months. Now, its a miracle to wish for, for it to continue till we grow old, till our hands tremble, till our hair turns grey.